You know it is amazing how we as women feed into drama. Not all women, but alot of us do. Somedays I will admit I feed into it and I am almost energized on gossip. It is sick. I am not proud of it. I am ashamed.
In saying this I will also admit that I have lost 7 friends in the past month due my mouth. A lesson that is a bitter pill to swallow. I feel terrible. I feel as if I am now alone. I spend most of my time in bed (when I am not at work). I would rather be inside than out.
So I am on a mission to make myself a better person. The weight is still on me .. and that is ok, but this is something I must tackle. I must be a better person. My goal for work this upcoming year was not to get involved in the drama. So let it begin. I will worry about me. .. and only me.