Save the Drama for your Mama.

You know it is amazing how we as women feed into drama. Not all women, but alot of us do. Somedays I will admit I feed into it and I am almost energized on gossip. It is sick. I am not proud of it. I am ashamed.

In saying this I will also admit that I have lost 7 friends in the past month due my mouth. A lesson that is a bitter pill to swallow. I feel terrible. I feel as if I am now alone. I spend most of my time in bed (when I am not at work). I would rather be inside than out.

So I am on a mission to make myself a better person. The weight is still on me .. and that is ok, but this is something I must tackle. I must be a better person. My goal for work this upcoming year was not to get involved in the drama. So let it begin. I will worry about me. .. and only me.

I haven't been blogging in a while. I have been on a hiatus. I haven't been making jewelry either and it is very frustrating me. I have moved on to a different journey... for the moment.

I have 365 days till my neice gets married and I have some serious weight to lose in that time. I am hoping to drop around 70-80 pounds. I started on Sunday and have been doing pretty well. I am currently doing the Special K diet. I have SK for breakfast and dinner. Lunch I have been having Healthy Choice meals. I snack on Fiber One bars, fruit, or something else low in calories. I am mostly drinking water and crystal light.

I have been walking on my treadmill for about an hour a day. I am seeing small changes ... and I know I won't see anything major for a while.. but the small changes make me happy.

So ... I have 1 year to get fit and I know I can do this. I will keep you informed on my progress!

Goddess in the sun.

Ryan conked out after being in the water most of the morning.

Peter and I relaxing in the sand.

Enjoying my view.

Nathan and Ryan having a great day in the water!